IM JUST FEELING DOWN NOW...


the moments we had together.
times we sang together.
fun we had eating and luaghing our ass of choking on our food.
the far messages.
times we laughed at each other.
the sweet smile when we bid goodbye.
postcard.
the times keeping secrets away.
when i was important in your life.
when i was a frequent subject on your blog.

now...
i could just dissapear and u wun care.
sick to death and you would not be worried at all.
a sudden coldness.
shunning me w/o reason.
keeping even slightest things from me.
go away.
a guy whom you know no longer than a month is closer to you.
your smile bringing sacarcism.
words carrying a dagger.

wad i just want to know.is the reason for this to happen.from the past to now. dun tell me we werent good friends in the beggining.u know how much i treasure this friendship. breaking it away. and say it was the same as before.

fuck you...